still for him (the one i loved)

i heard your voice
it put shivers on me
you sang a song
it melted my heart
you smiled at me
my mind went blank

you joked
i laughed.
you were hurt
i cried.
you opened the door for me
yet you entered my heart

you stayed there for a longtime
but you never invited me to yours
i love you
you love her
yet she loves him
forever they will be together.

i broke my heart
you broke yours
yet i still love you,
you still love her
i hope you will love me too
but i know you won't.

we parted ways
and lost contact
months passed by
my heart started to heal
form the wounds it got
you did not intend to make.

now my heart opened its doors
either to love and be loved
or to love and be hurt
i am willing to accept
fate will bestow on me
to be sad or to be happy.


28 March 2007