poem for him for the last time

it's starting again
and i can''t help it
these feelings of mine
to beat again
and to fall
for the same person
for the same reason

this heart of mine
i can't control
i cannot teach
not to fall in love again
but it's true
it's there
not gone

i think of him
i dream of him
i just can't stop myself
until my heart swells
can't stop from aching
'til i can't endure
'til i cry

i just hope and wish
this would stop
i can't take it anymore
i'm tired
i'm sick
for until now
he can't love me back.


20 September 2007